The day that you went away
you said you love and that you were sorry for what you had done
you said you were sorry for not keeping your promise of not getting in trouble and staying here with me
I felt disappointed and afraid to go on without you
I had plans for you and me to spend the holidays together and show our friends that we could last long
it's been almost 2 months since I haven't seen you and all I know from you is that you're ok
that you miss me and still love me
but I'm confused because I don't know if it's better to be apart or to be with you.