This is pulling me under
This is tearing me apart
It feels like you don't love me
Feels like a broken heart
Why, I don't know
You tell me you love me everyday
And there isn't a minute that passes away
Without you thinking about me
I try to smile and make it through the day
I told you this morning that everything was OK
My lies are good
You can't see through them
Or can you
Do you see my hardend heart
My dying soul
This fake smile gets easier each day
But the pain it just won't fade away
A voice telling me I'm hopeless
Worthless
You'll never be good enough
Sometimes I wonder
I wonder what would you do if I showed you the real me
If I uncovered the truth for you to see
Would you run
or Would you rush to my side telling me it's all OK
Telling me it'll all be over soon
It won't be OK
And the pain will never end
Though I smile
And I laugh
Can't you see it's fake
Don't you understand I want to die
I long to die
You don't understand
You never will
