by Angelica Jul 21, 2003
category :
Love, romance /
lost love
Over the past twelve months, you and I have grown closer to one another. I told you all of my secrets, hopes and dreams. I thought that you were like no other. We shared so many laughs and tears. I was always there for you and sometimes you were there for me. Our friendship was God's gift to me. It was too good to be true. As time went by, we both went through some changes. Both for the wrong reasons. We weren't happy with what went on. Its like we committed treason. But as good as friends that we are, we couldn't tell one another. It makes me think of the way we are committed to each other. So now as tears roll down my face, I'm taking a second look on our relationship. I thought I knew you so well. I trusted you with my heart. I gave you that chance. You did hurt me but I love you so much I let it go. You tell me you love, but do you mean it? I just want to know cause the way you treat me or say things to me make me unsure. I mean, how could the one person who knows so much about me, make my heart sink? I'm trying to sit here and point out your every faults. I was just taking a second look.Things aren't exactly what I thought they were. You know I truly love you and in one point in time I thought that I could never love again. But you came into my life and brought me up like a true friend. As time went by I felt like we were growing farther and farther apart. I don't want it to be like this but if it has to, well I'm no stranger to a broken heart. When things all got started, I thought that it would be different. This time I thought it wouldn't end. But I guess you took the time to take a second glance on our relationship and got your priorities all straightened out. But what you didn't realize is I'm the one you should care about. I'm the one who will always be here for you and never to let you down. I always got your back no matter what. I'm here to make you smile when you have a frown. I'll always remember the time that we laughed, cried, partied and clowned around. And hopefully one day you'll remember too and realize that I was the one. Too bad you didn't give me that second look. |