Cut deeper and deeper

As i cut deeper and deeper
with each and every thought
the pain is gone for moments
until i realize what i have done

the numbness inside
the feeling i am the only one
the emptiness i feel
and the thoughts that enter my head

i have nothing left to say
cuz it is getting worse now
the tears are drying
and the blood is dripping

as i cry and cry
trying to ask to be saved
by an angel sent above
not realizing what i have

and thinking everything is so dumb
my life is getting worst now
so i try not to move
the feeling i have without you

are things ive never felt,
too young to understand
only frustration and anger
hurtfulness and tears

finally i open my eyes
to realize i can not change my past
but i can change my presence
everything is so blurry now...try to take it day by day.