Charmed again

I said to myself
I'd kick your a**
I said to myself
I'd do it fast
I was gonna but then,
You charmed me again

I swore to myself
I don't give a s*it
I swore to myself
You aint that fit
Wait up I like you
So you gotta quit

I told myself
To go far, far away
I told myself
To stay ten feet that way
I was gonna but hey
I wouldn't obey

I swear to myself
I don't like you
I swore to myself
I woudnt love you
All that swearing
Which was broken
All that showed
Was all thats spoken

I thought to myself
I might get hurt
I thought to myself
He's just a flirt
All this thinking
My brain is hurting
I will stop thinking
And live my living

So I broke all the rules
All by myself
Those were my rules
But now I'm here in my bed
Thinking about what you said
And how my heart seems like it is dead.