Not knowing what it would do to me, I gave all I am to you.
Later you gave it all back, broken and afraid, no longer what it was before.
Repairs can be made, time will pass, but the memory is engraved.
You were the first I’d ever allowed that far past my walls, the first to see the me without an act.
You treated it like another day, now I lay hurt, alone confused. Bruised in the heart, lost in the world, afraid of the future, unwilling to let another in again.
Another day comes and goes, yet it still just as hard as before.
My eyes still pour, my heard still aches, my mind still contemplates.
I know this is the right decision, I know he has to be gone.
I question if all together or if he can stay as a friend. Only time can tell me in the end.
But for now I Know that this pain is just how these things go, it will fade, disappear, maybe even one day become clear.
