Above in the sky, I watch my life live on without me.
I wake up each day and continue on with routine,
I breath, my heart beats, my eyes blink,
But I don’t live.
My heart is hollow, the love drained.
My mind is empty, wandering through a life passed.
I’ll never let this happen again,
I know I’ve said it before.
This time it is forever.
You hurt me so bad the scars won’t fade,
Always reminding me of your betrayl.
You’d think then at least I’d be stronger, move on.
But I’m stuck in a moment long past,
Keep reliving that which has already been,
Being reminded of you in everything I do.
The future seems murky, keeping an eye turned to the past,
Remembering what was,
Forgetting what could be.
Putting my life on hold,
And for what?
An unreturned love.
A decision gone bad.
One day I’ll come back down,
One day the routine will be over,
One day I will live again.
