My life after my lost love..

My life was just destroyed when the girl i onced love left me
my life was just out of shape
my life was just out of control
i couldn't think right
i couldn't eat right
i couldn't even sleep right
my life just going down the hill
and it's getting worst and worst each day
cause each day i get back stab
each day i get over powered
i lose
i get defeated
my love just gone forever
forever to be hidden in the lost desert
i felt like i lost more then love
i felt like i lost my friends
i felt like my life i once new was lost
cause everyone who i once thought were friends
are now my enemy's
are now my Nemesis
i don't even know what me and my ex-girlfriend are?
we not even friends
we not even enemy's
we just people who no longer talk to each other
we just people who hate each other
am just breaking apart each day
am just losing my parts each day
cause i no longer can move on with this painful and hated life...
if she in the arms of someone i really hate....