My life

Feeling a ceaseless pain
Release it by cutting my vein.
Was quite slack
so pain comes back
Cut again only deeper,
Life’s hill is getting steeper.
Still feel harm
so cut my arm.
Don’t want to live
can’t forget or forgive.
Feel stupid, feel dumb,
Mind jumbled, body numb,
Can’t fight, too weak,
voice trembling, can’t speak.
Really don’t want friends to know,
hide the cuts, don’t let it show.
But they know they realize,
They see right through the teary eyes.
Because they’re not stupid, they are smart,
They hate seeing my skin torn apart.
Don’t want to go to school, go anyway,
But for only half the periods gets to class okay.
Cry through classes, cry at lunch,
don’t want to eat, just take one munch.
Disorientated and lost not knowing where to go,
People laugh at you, friends support you though.
show a smile, tell everyone your fine,
but they see the deadly line,
The line you cut into your wrist,
You just say “I couldn’t resist.”
Hurt is hate, and hate harms
Harm shows up on my arms.
Knives, tears, hate strife,
it’s all normal, welcome to my life.

kinda dodgy but i was very sad.