All I Can Do Is Hope

I knew it was over, all those days I never got your call
I told myself something was wrong
And our love was at a fall
I didn't want to face the truth
I knew you'd soon b gone
But I couldn't face the facts
I didn't want to move on.
Then when I finally got your call
I felt so confused
I didn't know what to say,
I just felt so used and abused
It ended so abruptly
You told me you no longer wanted me
And that was it
You left me be
You don't know what you did to me
i will feel this pain forever
I don't think it will go away
All i can do is endeavor,
I thought about you so much
I even tried to get ahold of you
But I just had to wait
That was about all I could do
Then that one night
When I didn't expect it
You finally called
You didn't feel sorry one bit
Alls you told me was you loved me
And wanted me back
I didn't know if I could trust you
Because my heart still had that huge crack
I wish everything could just be normal
And I could let go of my fears
But when I think of what we had
My eyes fill with tears
I hope one day I can let go of the hurt
And it will all be the same,
But all I can do is hope
All I have is you to blame.