A Spirit Left Alone

Each and everyday you just look away
And never see what I have to say
I just want you to listen
Why won't you do that?
All that I see of myself is looking in the mirror
Am I really here? Am I even near?
Do I exist or am I just a cloud of mist?
Am I really here?
I just need a friend
Someone to talk to again.
I just am looked at with the tears on my cheek
Just glistening.
And I ask myself are you really listening? Are you listening?
Or is your mind so far away
Just listen to what I have to say.
All you think is that I don't care.
But I am sure that I am there.
And you just think that I don't feel
I know that my feelings are real.
And when I ask you never know.
Sometimes feelings are hard to show.
Please just once will you listen to me?
Instead of pretending I am nothing to see.
I just feel all pain and no love
I just want to not feel sad
I just want someone to pay attention
And if something is wrong to have it mentioned.
For I am just scared
And I want to be prepared
So I can be out on my own
Yet not be a spirit left alone.