You say i use her
death as an excuse
to get out of things
as a ploy to get
sympathy from others
i don't want others
to feel sorry for me
i don't want them
to treat me like charity
you say i\'m blaming you
for me being sad all the time
i'm not
i don't even talk about you
i have too much on my mind
to care what you think
i'm sorry i cant be in a good mood
but that is just my life
