Ignoring Me

You keep ignoring me
did I do something wrong?
you don't even care what I've don for you
I am exploding on the inside
cause you keep filling me with all your secrets
don't you know that you're killing me
you tell me things I don't want to know
you're ruining my life
slowly and silently

You silently whisper death into my ear
a sharp burning pain
shoots through my head
I'm falling to my knees
don't you have any mercy?
you're killing me painfully,
can't you see?
you're ruining my life
slowly and silently

I can't stand the pain
you don't understand me anymore
not like you used to
I can't trust you
I can't rely on you
It's time to close my curtain
It's time to find a knife
I see my reflection and feel it slide
across my youthful wrists
I'm killing me
fast and easy
painless and true
I'm laying in a puddle of red
seeing my life
it's not mush to look at
lots of pain and agony
not anymore
I'm gone now
never to come back
no more pain to endure