Through Me

You're tearing through me
taking everything that you can
you could do me a favor
and take my feelings and emotions
but you won't
you love to watch me
suffer in pain and agony
you laugh and smile
you mock and tease
you are watching me die
slowly, painfully, and wretched

I tried to breathe
but you've taken my
air and poisoned it
you took my lungs
now I'm just suffocating
in pain and agony
I see you get excited
you've made something better
to watch, me as I suffocate
in pain and agony
I try to scream
but I can't
I open my eyes and I'm on the ground
squirming and turning
jolting and twitching
does this get you off?
do you like seeing me die?
I can't feel anything anymore
I've gone numb from the pain
and lack of air
suffocating isn't so bad

I look up and see you
laughing and smiling
mocking and teasing
I start to go under
I'm feeling drowsy
my eyelids are getting very heavy
I can't feel my body
I can't move my limbs
I can't see anything because
I can't open my eyelids

You've gone and done it
you've killed me
now what are you going to do
now that I'm dead
Oh no
I can feel my body again
no, stop, not again
you better stop reviving me
you keep waking me from
my deep dead sleep
what are you going to do when I don't come back?
are you going to keep trying to revive me
just for your pleasure?
let me die for good
stop torturing my body
you can't keep doing this to me
I won't let you
I'm going numb again
there's the darkness
I can't feel my body
don't even try to revive me
cause I'm not waking
I'm too far gone