Thoughts of a cutter

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There is an evil emptiness that is taking over me
I try not to let all the pain get to me
I just don’t understand how it comes out of no where
Why wont the pain just let me be!

I do not understand how I can have everything
Yet deep inside there is this pain that wont fade away
I try to take the pain away and take my mind off things
But no matter what theres always the sadness inside of me

I pick up the needle and make only one stab
Soon enough to find a drop of blood on my wrist
I cut to take all the pain and emotions away.
Another stab and a dig to find the emptiness

Soon the needle just was not enough
So I grabbed a pearinparing and started slicing away.
I found myself cutting faster and faster and I just couldn’t stop
I guess I just had nothing left to say

The thoughts of all the people who betrayed me
The thoughts of all the pain that I have gone through
I cut to take the pain away and usually it works
But this time was different and it only made everything worse.

A flash before my eyes of me bleeding to death
Was that my internal goal so I don’t have to deal with the memories
Another drop of blood that stands for the emptiness
I have so much to live for, what was I doing?

I woke up this morning with a pain among my wrists
The sleep had taken away the feelings of unhappiness
Then suddenly I remember that I have to go through another day
Hopefully today wont end the same way