Putting studies first was my priority
but life's so damn lonely i feel like a minority
wandering on a road where I'm the authority
study study study just 2 leave dis poverty
I'm juggling upon the thought of self sacrifice
i wondering if there is a heaven that treats me nice
my life's like juggling boulders
I'm so close 2 death we are touching shoulders
the skies are blue just like my emotions
I'm trying 2 find a lady but i lack devotion
but everyday it gets a bit harder n I'm struggling
life, studies,suicide, family and ladies I'm juggling