I'm Sorry

I'm sorry for the things I've done before.
I know they've hurt you alot, maybe even more.

I'm sorry for the way I've treated you.
How I acted like I didn't care. How I didn't have a clue.

I'm sorry for things I have said.
I'm sorry for every time that I made you wish you were dead.

I'm sorry for the nights I made you worry.
How I used to get so mad and leave in a hurry.

I'm sorry for those really bad days.
The ones when we both thought it best to just go our separate ways.

I'm sorry about every single fight.
I'm sorry, Anymore I don't even care if I was wrong or right.

I'm sorry I let you control my life.
How I let you put me through such pain and strife.

I'm sorry that I cried over you.
The way you left me feeling so sad and blue.

I'm sorry that you never really cared.
I always convinced myself you did, I guess I was just scared.

I'm sorry that I was scared to be alone.
Even when I was with you it always seemed like I was on my own.

I'm sorry that I let you make me become so down.
I just kept thinking that you would come around.

I'm sorry that I cared so much.
The way I felt that feeling, with just one touch.

I'm sorry that I thought of you each day.
I always knew deep down that you would never stay.

But most of all...
I'm sorry that I fell in love with you,
And I'm sorry for the things your actions forced me to do.

Now that thats all out.
I must tell you the rest.
This is the part thats going to put you to the true test.

You see these scars on my arm?
Yes, thats right. Because of you, I caused myself harm.

The way you treated me made me fall.
I thought that you mattered, I mean I did love you after all.

After this time, I still think I do.
I always find myself thinking back to you.

I know I should just forget, because you only bring me down.
But every time I think of the good times, a smile erases my frown.

I still love you with all my heart.
But I'm letting you go, because I know its time for us to part.

I'm sorry I'm saying goodbye.
But I'm sick of this hurting, its time for me to spread my wings and fly.