When I sit here at my desk and think of the time that has past
I wonder why it is all gone why could I not hold on and be strong
I feel the pain that is in my chest and wonder if I did my best
I really want to hide my head to forget the words I once said
The pain is real why want it stop it’s like a dagger plunged in my heart
I know there’s nothing I can say that will make this pain just fade away
I tried to make it all ok with words and poems and that big bouquet
But still I sit here at my desk thinking of the time that has past
