YOu WerE mY everyThing, & now u are nothing

Sitting here all alone
thinking of all the days that went so wrong
dwelling on the past
instead of fearing the future
i can't help but sit here and wonder
if everything would be different if i was just one year older
you told me you cared about me
until that new girl walked along
she stole you from me
and you just lagged along
you think that you like her
but i can see it in your eyes
you want nothing to do with her
it is all just in your mind
i know what you want
and that was something i was not willing to give
i am not ready yet
because you are nothing to me
not anymore
i cared for you so much
but it is time for me to shut the door
no emotions left no sudden out bursts of how you are so cute
no more thoughts at night
that everything would be alright
i am just caught up in my last daze
but now that you know that girl ruined it all
here is how i feel about you after all
you are like a broken bone in my body
or a cut on my wrist
a uncontrollable burn in my hand
a bullet shot into my chest
i am over you yes i think this time i really truly am..
so have fun with the new girl
and don't come back to me
you had your chance and now you are nothing to me

**this poem is really bad i know but i had to put it somewhere**