Help

I know what I should do,
But I can’t bring myself to,
I know I should end it,
But I want to get rid of the pain,
Seeing this life,
I wish I was dead,
I feel I ruin everything,
And I know I don’t deserve to live,
Because I know I’m not worth it,
And I know I am a waste of space,
And I know I need help,
I know I want to die,
But I know I don’t,
I want to fulfill my dreams,
But I don’t want to,
Because I want to die,
I don’t know if I can carry on,
All I know is that I need to end it,
And the only way out is death,
I don’t know what to do,
All I want to do is die,
I think I need help,
But who do I turn to,
I know I can’t turn to you,
Cause you have problems,
I know I need some help but I can’t seem to talk to them,
To those who try to help me,
All I want to do,
I need to get rid of these feelings,
And go back to how I was before.