Have you ever felt like whats the point?
When theres no one there who can relate
They dont know the real you
Alls they see is the show you put on for two
Whats goin on in my head?
Come on spit it out
You think you know whats flowin through my brain
Damn, you must be insane
You don't know s**t
You dont know what It’s like
To sit in your room
Cryin your eyes out at night
Thinkin how you want someone elses life
Tyred or pretendin your ok with what you sacrificed
Tyred of tryin to forget how you felt
Tyred of putting up all these walls that you’ve built
You wont let any one in
Come on face the facts
Theres nuthin u want more
Then have your f***ing life back
The life you had when you were a lil girl
When you got a wound it would heel
When there were no internal bleeding
No emotional hurting
Why are people jelouse of this person that I am
Theres nothing to look at
I’m never truly happy, nothing works out
But im a strong person, I refuse to sit around and pout
I have to be brave
But i wish God would save
People love to engrave pain
If I dont do something fast I’m gonna go insane
I blew my cover
I’m not talkin about you
I’m talking about me
Trying to make you see
See the real me
It’s not what you want it to be
You’re diapointed I know it
But thats nuthin I can fix
I have to face the facts
‘Cause I will always be hiding my pride........
Smiling on the surface, crying inside
