So Confused

I don't want everything we have
to just go down the drain
But I don't want to be
the one left with all of the pain

I hate you so much
for all of the things that you do
But then again those are the same things
that make me love you

When we're together
everything is perfectly fine
But when we're apart
are you sure your only mine?

You've promised me more than once
that your really true
But after all we've been through
I don't know if I can really believe you

I love you so much
with all of my heart
But I'm just scared that it's not enough
to keep us apart

I'm too confused
I guess I'll leave this one up to you
So which one is it
do I go on living my life with or without you?