That feeling

Have you ever had that feeling
The one you keep inside
Have you had that feeling
The one were u wish you'd died
Have you ever had that feeling
The one when your heart breaks
Have u ever had that feeling
The one were you've cried 18 million lakes
Have you ever had that feeling
The one you'd wish you would have never felt
Have you had the feeling
The one were u sucked it up and just dealt
Have you ever had that feeling
The one were you life was blue
I have had these feelings
The reason is you.