Death on her mind
A burning pain
Deep inside
Why did he ever
Have to die?
I've moved on
And thankfully
Found love again...
A reason to go on
A reason to live
He doesn't know it
But he's my strength
He wills me out of bed
He's each breath I take...
Look through the box
Through all the memories
Of the one who is gone...
The feelings come pack
The burning pain
So intense
Its hard to feel
These feeling again
Almost to much
For me to take
Tear stung eyes
A pen in hand
Writing a poem
To clear my mind
And lesson the yearning
Of wanting to die...
I think of my loved one
The one I have now
He pulls me through,
Through the hazy clouds
He brings me back
From a place very deep
That every time I fall there
I think no one can reach me
But the thought of him
Saves me again
Another day has passed
And I owe it all to him...
This poem is about a boyfriend I had a few years ago that died right before out one year. I never thought I could love again until I found my current boyfriend and we have been together for a year on march 12. Even though I've moved on and everything it still hurts a lot. I have this box of stuff that I kept after my first boyfriend died and almost every time i look at it I break down and cry... So my current bf has been there for me also I really do owe a lot to him.
