Tearing At My Heart

The pain tears at my heart
Causing it to bleed
Blood drips down my tear stained cheeks
It's you back that I truly need

I'm left alone in the dark
With no one to light my way
Or wipe off my bloody tears
They've all gone far away

I cradle your dead body in my heart
I'll never forget you as long as I live
You'll always be in that special place
For your death, me I try to forgive

My shaking breaths go in and out
As I continue to cry
Now I just want the tearing pain to end
I just want to die

I just want to see you again
And your sweet kisses on my face allow
The day will come when I'll do just this
And I will make that day now

In memory of Cinnamon my beloved pet rat
I'll always remember you
(Dec. 2 2000 - April 16 2003)