Blurred Vision

I didn't want to lose you,
I was just scared,
But you held me close,
You were still there.

I thought I knew myself,
I thought things were right,
But I didn't know me,
I had lost my sight.

So I decided to take a break,
I didn't know it would break your heart,
I didn't mean to hurt you,
My world was falling apart.

It wasn't because he liked me,
Because I am still in love with you,
But because I am not ready,
For what you expect me to.

I'm still young,
While you are older and more mature,
I figured out how much you meant to me,
but my world's too much of a blur.

I never meant to hurt you,
For it hurts me to see you cry,
I'm sorry that I lost you,
I never wanted to say goodbye.