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by Emily Feb 20, 2005 category : Sadness, depression / grieving, loss
I need some place quiet. I need a place to rest my head. some place to get these images out of my head. All the screaming and shouting need to go. All the swearing and mean words i don't want to know. Give me the suit. And padded walls. so it won't hurt when i fall. you tell me everyday i will fail. If you could u would send me straight to hell. but what did i do to deserve this from you? all the comments you make...where do they come from? You find it fun to watch me lay on the ground.do you think bleeding blood is a joy? cause your eyes light up like a kid with a toy. I'm sick of all this. when did i hurt you? Why do u shove everything into the ground? do you think it will make me grow some how? don't bother to drag me out of bed. cause come tomorrow I'll be dead.