I love an angel

For Stef xXx

I was lying, lying to her, my ‘one and only’,
Feel unloved, feeling scared, lost and lonely.
Crying my eyes out, tears streaming from my face,
Longing to hold her, feel her sweet embrace.
Crying so much, so jealous of her boyfriend,
Wondering if this heart break would ever end?

But then I thought about, I knew what to do,
I had to tell her about what was true.
I was scared and panicked what would she say?
I wondered if she’d hate me or think of me in a bad way.
But I pushed through the ropes that have held me each time,
From telling the truth and freeing my mind.

I went up and said straight out what I needed to say,
And the feelings of guilt and shame were lifted away.
I lost ten tonnes from the top of my shoulders,
I felt like my legs had been unchained from heavy boulders.
She took what I said and was so nice to me
I’m not even sad that friends are all we will be.

Now I’m convinced that she can’t be real,
Because people rarely accept the feelings I feel.
So I’d like to say to her; “I’m amazed by you,
you must be an angel, you’re too good to be true!”