This is me, this is my life. This is how i want things to be. Please forgive me, for things have to end. this seems my life has been on big lie and i am in a tight bend.
You have changed my life but its as if i am some bi**hes wife!!!! I hate the thought of death, laying in the ground to rest. Never waking up to a single sound.
Not even to my friends crying out loud. Not even to my family as they scream \"Why Lindsay? God Baby Girl why?\" While i try to scream back.\"
Everyone thinks I lie!! GOD save me from this place i call he** because to be completely honest i don\'t know if you can tell but its not my price to pay its not my time to lay.
So god keep me here so i can see another day. So this one is to one special guy. As i sit here and cry.. i say thank you and my love for you will never die.!!
~*~ I know its not that good, but that is to a special person who saved me from committing suicide.. i was slitting my wrists and taking pills and he saved me so THANK YOU STEVEN!!!
