This month has went on just fine
I haven't even thought about you being mine
I'm actually glad you found someone new
But you finally decided to call me today
After everything has been perfectly going my way
Your trying to tell me you want me back
But now my love is what you lack
you act as if i should just give into you now
I think you've forgot what Ive been through somehow
the cuts on my wrist
the hits from your fist
the drugs i got into
How you raped me when i was sixteen
and then i turned into a stupid crack fen
I'm sorry i got into drugs
And I'm sorry i c couldn't feel all your hugs
that numbed pain
was making me so sane3
and I'm not going to lie i actually miss you from time to time
and right now I'm sorry I'm glad your not mine
and i just did not want you back
because my heart is exactly what you lack