All Alone in the Blue

All of my dreams are coming true
But never the ones I wanted
Positives hide in dark corners
Negatives stay here haunted

“I wish I could just leave this place!”
I would always mumble under my breath
Next thing you know, I’m out on the streets
Sleeping on benches and wishing for death

“I wish everyone would go away!”
I said, when I wasn’t left alone
Well they did just that, they left me here
Then I wished I were back home

“I wish I could just kill myself!”
Was what I screamed so loud
“I wish I undid my whole life
I wish I could fit in with the crowd!”

The wishes overcame my life
They soon became too true
I ended my life just last night
On the park bench, all alone in the blue