Not you too...

Too much death is in my life.
Why does it all happen to me?
No one understands what goes through my mind.
But now after a loss of a brother, a love dies too.
As much as Adi should have stayed, why did Rahyan have to go too? My heart is being shattered as I write my sorrows away, in this small poem that'll be locked away.
People keep dying, so I'll keep crying. For now I stay here, in this dark room, where nothing can see me, nothing at all. I lost a love, I lost a friend who was also a brother. Now thats only left of my tiny family, is me and no one, except my mother.
Who will comfort me when the rain doesn't fall?
Who will cheer me up when I'm crouched against a wall?
Who will tell me they love me when all else fails?
Who will be by my side when life goes stale?
The same answer goes for all of these questions. No one.
But right now I ask you, why you too? Because right now I'm feeling too blue to be true.
All I can say is, not you too...

†In loving memory of Rahyan†