Will I ever get over you?

It makes me so sad
Yet it makes me so mad
It makes me wanna cry
Yet it makes me wanna fly
It fascinates me..
Even more it frustrates me
It makes me so angry..
How I cant get over you
Even after getting nothing but hatred from you
You scowl at me..
I turn around and smile
Later I'll think about it and begin to cry
You behave like we're strangers
Like we never went out...
Never smiled...
Never cried...
Like we never said hi
Yet I cant get over you
Why do I like you more when you're mean?
Why do I think It's cute when you abuse me?
And no matter what everyone says...
I know I dont love you
Will I ever come to know?
Will I ever look at you and not care?
Will I ever get over you?
Will I ever win a look from you?
Will I ever feel pain again?
Will I ever get over you?