The memories consume me
cover me with their thick black sickening haze
and everything else seems to fade
nothing matters anymore
i'm choking on my own poisoning thoughts
the endlessly haunt me
never leaving. always lurking
ever glimmer of hope
washed away by my controling past
and soon i'm dying inside my own thoughts
my own unforgiving pain
i close my eyes and the images remain
it's my poison, my torture
i cant never forget
the scars refuse to fade
and so i dream of you
and i know it will never stop
i'm dying now
sufficating under this fog
a fog that blurrs out the world
and all i see is you
i'm paralyzed, never moving from this place
this place in my mind where the thoughts take over me
and they're tearing me apart
inside i'm bleeding and it will never stop
but will never let me die
and so i am stuck
forever trapped within this prison
this tightly selaed cage which is my life
