Lost at sea

I reach for you at night but you're not there
When I lean over to hold you all I get is air
When I'm sleeping, dreaming you're right there with me
But when I'm awake I feel like a sailor lost at sea
Not knowing where I'm going or what direction lies ahead
There's so much to say but it all stays unsaid
It's hard to explain in words how I feel
Cause I've never had anything that felt this real
Everything else was just a stepping stone for this
Cause when I look back you're the only one I miss
I guess what I trying to say is will you be my wife
Marry me, have my kids and we'll start our new life.