Every night

Everybody makes mistakes
Everybody cries
Everybody pretends to care
Everybody dies
I know if you were hear today
You’d wipe away my tears
But there’s no point
The pains still there
And so are all my fears
I look up at the skies at night
I look well beyond the stars
I look beyond the universe
I look well beyond the far’s
I pray at night, not to god
I never felt his touch
I guess I seem to pray to you
I miss you o so much
There’s so many things I’d like to tell you
So many smiles I want you to see
I want you to be so proud of what I’ve become
Proud of the young women I’ve grown to be
There’s not a day past that I haven’t thought of you
Not day I haven’t stopped to think
I heard your name mentioned the other day
By my cousin or auntie I think
There’s so many things I’d change if I could
So many things I would of said
So many frowns I would of smiled
I pray every night that your not really dead
I used to believe that it wasn’t real
That I was stuck in the deepest of dreams
But now I know your not coming back
And I’m stuck on the highest of beams
I’m doing well at school, I’ve been trying my best
I just wish you were here to see
But I know you’re up there, above all the worlds
And that you’re watching down on me
But as I wipe my finial tear
And cry my final cry
I think my final thought
Everybody dies