I feel it now
close to me
Dark and cold
closing in
sucking me in
with its black eyes
full of hate
betrayal
and death
Is this depression
who knows
it comes slowly
pain becomes anger
and sadness
cuts welcomed
blood sliding
I love it
and I hate it
The falling rain
I drown in it
in my hate
in my pain
in my love
The dark void
comes to me
welcoming me
filling me with dark thoughts
thoughts of
revenge
hatred
murder
suicide
These thoughts control me
sucking away my smiles
replacing them with tears
Is this depression
maybe
Who can describe it
not me
nor you
but we can try
The darkness is close now
closing in
It wants to take me
I want to be taken
Sick of the pain
Sick of the anger
Sick of death
and jealousy
Sick of life
Do I give in
or do I fight
live another day
one more
to say goodbye
I don't know
But it will always be there
destroying me
The darkness will win
