Something I Nver Had

Were spinning around and around in the wheel of love.
The only thing keeping us up is each over.
If one of u lets go the other one falls.
So here i am with you spinning around and around.
I turn my head and you are gone and now i fall fast to the ground.
why am i not hitting rock bottom?
Did i even fall or did i just trip?
I stand up, but only on one foot.
I see you standing there, i feel hope again.
I run to wards you and i run right through you. you were an image you were fake. I was holding onto something that felt but never could hold. I lost him, but how can i lose something i never had? I had something that i never had