by Deirdra Feb 21, 2005
category :
Friendship, family /
love, friendship
As long as when you look at me, and your seeing me smile...everything seems to be alright. Doesn't matter if it's sincere or not, you could never tell...As long as you're happy, things in this world are at right, no matter how everyone else is around you. As long as you see me smile and think I’m happy, you're happy and everything's just fine. I can't tell you how fake my smile will be, because I can't live without everything at ease. If I let you see how I really feel inside, you don't know how upset that would make me, for hurting you. I'm not worried about myself. My main priority is you. I know that feelings can't be hid forever, but by the time you realize my smile isn't true, I'll make sure as to be long gone. Not because I don't care anymore, but because I can't live to see you in despair. So for you I'll do everything I can do, until you start to see the sincerity in my smile disappear, that's when I’ll be anywhere but here. |