This is the place where I sit. This is the part where I love u too much. Is this as hard as it gets? Cause I'm getting tired of pretending I'm tough. I'm here if u want me. I'm yours- u can hold me. I'm empty & aching & tumbling & breaking. Cause u don't see me & u don't need me & u don't love me the way I wish u would. The way I know u could. I dream a world where u understand. I dream a million sleepless nights. I dream of fire when your touching my hand, but it twists into smoke when I turn on the lights. I'm speechless & faded. It's too complicated. Is this how the book ends? Nothing but good friends? -- This is the place in my heart. This is the place where I'm falling apart. Isn't this just where we met? & is this the last chance that I'll ever get? I wish I was lonely instead of just only- crystal & see-thru & not enough for u..
