I start to think of how happy i used to be
and how sad i am now
i used to be good i used to be happy i used to laugh and smile
but now my life has turned upside down
i find it hard to smile i find it hard to laugh
i worry all my friends with the things i cut into my arms
now all i want to do is die i want all this pain to end im sick of the yelling
i want to be happy once again
but will that ever happen??
am i ever meant to smile??
or
am i just meant to live in pain??
with all these questions running through my mind
