Not This Time

I’ve built my world on a pedestal
Always knowing it would fall
Surrounding myself with smiles
Not feeling anything at all

I’ve been hurt too many times
To give you a real chance
You may think you like me
But you’ll change your mind real fast

So if I don’t convince you
That I’m not the right one
I’ll cut my heart and bleed these tears
And then we’ll see who’s won

But then again I know you
I can see you through those eyes
Your nothing but a façade
Your hiding behind lies

So maybe we’re the perfect pair
You could say we’re meant to be
But I can see the future
And it’s meant for misery