One Cut

Looking up into the sky
wonder if you are some where up high
You were here just yesterday
and now you've gone away
I miss you so much it hurts
I had so much to say, so many words
No one ever felt your pain
but I know how it can drive you insane
You are my sister and I love you
but if only they knew
You reached for help so long
but people couldn't see what was wrong
I knew but couldn't be there
maybe you thought I didn´t care
I was just as weak as you
and I felt the same pain too
I was there, I saw your blood
you ended your life in just one cut
I cant believe that you are dead
keep telling myself its only in my head
But when I think of you, I start to cry
praying while I look into the sky
I want God to hear my voice
so he can tell me you ddidn'thave choice
My dear sister, I love you so
but I still don't understand why you had to go.

Copyright 2005 - Sabrina Stelmach