Life

I walked a shallow path,
that led me to this so called life
all this pain i behold
living with endless strife

nothing ever ends in love
or a happy fairy tale
but stuck in this "depression"
i done know what to feel

no one seems to understand
what I'm going through
no one wants to hold my hand
when I'm feeling blue

i remember when i first cut
it was so pure so clean
but now i have realized
its not really what that means

so ill search for another path
this one was way too long
can some one help me find a place
that i feel i should belong?