° I didn't believed the torn in his eyes
Convincing myself he was telling me lies
I just knew he was the one for me
Hoping so hard that one day he'd see ..°
I wouldn't let my heart break again
Not by my prince charming
In my mind I kept repeating
The words he once said, so healing and warming
So much better than facing the truth
I would create my own reality
Being with him, for always and ever
Believing we were meant to be
But then I woke up this morning
The sun shining in my eyes
It was like I still was dreaming
Or like life turned into my lies
Telling myself I couldn't live without him
Feeling that he really was the one
Believing I could sleep forever
Because if I woke, he wouldn't be gone
Knowing this would last forever
He, softly kissing my lips
For this just could never be wrong
We just had something, way too strong
°He could never love me again
In the way I loved him back
And for the thousandth time in our love-story
He made my heart turn into black..°
~I can never love again, in the way I still love him~