The way I feel

Missing you with all my heart.
Feeling like I'm being torn apart.
Thinking constantly of you.
Feeling really sad, feeling really blue.
Being sad, not feeling right.
Wanting just one more memorable night.
Wanting you to hold me.
Wanting us to be like we used to be.
Wanting to hear your voice.
Wanting to go back, and change my choice.
Missing the nights that lasted so long.
Wishing again that you weren't gone.
Missing the long talks and the moon lit skies.
Wishing I had someone to dry these tears from my eyes.
Longing for the way we were always together.
Missing the way you made my heart feel like a feather.
Thinking back to those summer days.
Swimming and Flirting in different ways.
Remembering the great times we had.
Regretting the times that were bad.
Regretting the way I treated you.
And then remembering that we are now through.
Thinking of everything you used to mean to me.
Realizing you still are my everything, and always will be.
Dreading the day that we will meet.
Knowing I cant tell you I still want you, and that I'm still going through the defeat.
You will think I have moved on, That my feelings are no longer true.
But thats the way it has to be. Even if my heart still wants you.
I will be strong.
You'll think I've moved on.
Knowing you'll never really know how much I care.
Knowing my feelings will always be hidden, but always be there.