Today my reasons this...
My life is just a bliss...
I was created to be missed...
No one would even miss...
The fact i tried to stay strong...
The fact i wanted to belong...
Then no one really cared...
So all my dreams were lost...
And my hopes left in the dust...
I'd cry myself to sleep...
Just after i tried to think...
Of any reason why...
I'm such a screw up now...
My grades aren't to great...
My love life stays the same...
Society pushes me out the door...
Just like my dad...
When he pushed me into that wall...
He thinks he's always right...
But all i leave for him is a fight...
The only person in my life...
Who can make me think about all this twice...
Would be my cousin, my sister, KJ...
May-be one day I'll find "Bob"...
But till them KJ hold my heart...
And helps me hold on to what I've got...
She allows me to live on...
She tells me too hold on...
When all I'd rather be is gone...
Did you know she exists???
Did you even know that I'd be missed???
She made a difference in my life...
She makes me understand the reason i exist...
It's not to be missed...
It's not to be stuck in such bliss...
It's to be me, my own, my my...
