18 Questions

Am I just an abused girl,
That the world don't know?
Am I just another girl,
hiding her tears that so often show?
Am I just another tortured soul,
That needs to be loved?
Am I just another girl,
That wants to fly up above?
Is this just a dream,
Of me getting beat?
Or is it just something real,
That I need to defeat?
Is my heart just another toy,
That boys love to break?
Or is it just one more thing,
They take and hate?
Is this just the end,
Of an awful life?
Or is it just an image,
Of me holding a knife?
Is this really blood,
Dripping from my heart?
Is this really my world,
Thats falling apart?
Is this just another image,
A figment of my mind?
Or is it real,
Am I going blind?
Am I another person,
Thats going to die at a young age?
Is this a story,
If it is turn the page!
Am I even living I can't
Feel anything right now?
Am I even breathing
I cant hear a single sound!