Worth It

OK...it's time
I raise from my seat
And slowly begin to walk.

The voices slowly begin to fade
As I walk I begin to think
Should I do it? Is it worth it?
Is my happiness worth
The loss of others?

These questions slur together
Gathering into one larger question..
Will it solve anything?
Will I even be happy?

My seemingly endless journey
Comes to an abrupt end...I'm here
Looking around..
I slowly push open the door
Sliding the lock into place, I turn...

Brushing my hair out of my face
I bend over
Raising my hand...I stop...

It's not worth it.....