Something Is Different

Something is definitely different,
But I don't know what it is.
Kinda glad I didn't say I love you now,
I feel like a drink that lost its fizz.

The tone in your voice has changed,
Not much to say over the phone.
Is it really because your tired?
If so, why do I feel so alone?

You'd started calling thru out the day,
To me, it meant you cared.
You acted happy to talk to me,
Like you were no longer scared.

Now I feel like I'm lost again,
Just like a few months back,
Waiting silently by the phone,
Hoping we are still on track.

I hate this feeling, I told you why,
Its the "not knowing" part that kills me,
If your just trying to end things,
Then please, just set me free.

I promise I will go silently,
And I will leave you alone.
I just cant stand the "waiting" part,
Listening for you on my phone.

I shouldn't have let myself get this far,
I feel like I've reached a dead end.
I never should have fell in love,
If you were just playing "pretend".